road kill

since i have commenced the daily trek to work on a cycle, in this heat u cannot mistake the smell of rotting flesh.i have seen dead, a fox, badger, rodents, birds, rabbits, squirrel's, u can see the effects of daily traffic, that turns from fresh dead meat, to something flattened into the road. the dynamic of house has shifted now, a third person is staying here, she is some form of theatre practioner, direc tion, movement etc.all in all no.where !

random acts

the brass eye events unfold, now a major news story itself, highlighting the fact that in the uk that u can't have any form of debate on the subject. thought the catholic church's position on this matter has never come in for the same level of criticism on its evasion of kid fiddling priests.i got stung by an insect cycling home today, i have a large reddish welt on my stomach.and its still too hot.?????????????????????????????????????????^?????^ii?>=??????????no dollar sign in alt mode yet.time istime wastime shall be no morehe he he he he he he he he he ha ha ha ha ha ha

snuffle cats

another hot day, too hot for my liking.work is dull.there was a spoof show on tv this week which has outraged people, its subject matter being paedophilia. went to the beach for the first time this year, listened to and watched the waves crash onto the shore. sun & sand.

summer morning church bell

the peal of bells hung through out the town, the faithful being called to worship, having been at church on friday for a funeral service still i do not understand.dug out some early trever brown books yesterday, A Graphic History... and Necro Porno, strange looking at them again.made the mistake of watching blair witch 2, what a crock of shit, it actually had me laughing at its absurdity. i actually start work on monday, just money to enable me to get out of this town, just a comfortable rut really, Dublin seems to the destination.nihil

dark days

where are those words that would that could express truth ?not here.feeling miserable, yes. attending a funeral this friday. didn't get the job i went for. that more a less means that there are no attachments to this place for me, other than friends, but u can't allow that to hold u back, they will endure.have just finished watching A Matter of Life and Death on dvd, that clarified the mood, tearful and melancholic. i was at a party in town last week, knew many people there, an over riding sense of detachment to the events of the evening, i left when a friend who can't dj got on the decks.sat and watched the rain outside in the street, with a cat for company, oblivious creatures.silence, its all we strive for.

all kno...

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