pathological loathing

an irrational hate list.beatlesbob dylanrolling stonesradioheadjohn lennonreligious fundalmentalistsliberal elitestop loadermartin amisuk garagemobile phoneswestlifedrug boressalman rushdieronan keatingjeffery archercelion dionleonardo di caprioexpectant motherserderly pedestrians'friends'dawson's creekcommercial radio excuse this, then i should not. if any one out there objects fuck u, wank wank, wank. i have also spent the day drinking wine so excuse the incorrect spelling.

alcohol, tennis

the events of days pass by. people leave. understanding that.tennis is being watched in the house, waiting for the moment when all the british players are soundly thrashed and we don't have to put up with the noise of a partisan crowd. 2 cats visited since the last entryenough

sundays

what to write, are u tempted just to write because u have the access, without the semblance of anything remotely inneresting to commit to its zeros and ones. blah, blah,blah, blah, blah

nothing

how much of a task does this become, finding words. self doubt, fuck it. another sunny day, tiresome if u ain't a sun worshipper. hiding in shadows. meeting people, where now.bored, idle fed up given up on the biography of Hallaj.

where is my mind

at home after a sunny day, warm sun and friendship. loved ones have come back, so the state of self loathing and abjection starts to fade, but that is what friends will do for u.tomorrow i start to put things to right.helen an old friend who comes and goes is now here, she makes me laugh.

may we live long and die out

trust the web to make u laugh, or cry with despair. sites advocating zero population growthhttp://www.vhemt.org/ then u find sites which which are sickening in the bigotry of pure hatred (the christian gallery)mind a fog as fingers hover above the strokeparts of my life come back to some semblance of normality ! have been considering funeral music to be played at a service, so fardurutti column sing to mecoil tiny golden bookscurrent 93 it's only time

mobile phones.

the microwave pulse of mobile phones, base stations, is likely to have the same effects as Brion Gysin's Dream Machine. Yet at the same time new research shows that phones can cause cancer in the eye, and generally screw up the body in a myriad of interesting ways. military research has already developed such weapons

mobile phones.

the microwave pulse of mobile phones, base stations, is likely to have the same effects as Brion Gysin's Dream Machine. Yet at the same time new research shows that phones can cause cancer in the eye, and generally screw up the body in a myriad of interesting ways. military research has already developed such weapons

summers sun

there is no other recourse than to words, with this failure of expression, the constant urge, commiting suicide with every stroke.where i live people will be performing their rituals, gathering to take drugs, other staying at the beach, i'm off soon to record a talk on the heatlh dangers of low level microwave radiation, all those who use mobile phones should worry.

well havi...

well having written first words decided to look through some of the others who seem to share the same interests, quite pleasing when there others out there who share the same taste, jt, one of the people i share the place with can't listen to the stuff i like, played him bull baiting by h3o, he ran out of the room after a few seconds, claimed the sound was inside his head, that he felt he was in a submarine at the bottom of the sea. its sounds even better live on a 2k rig when you're a bit blasted.a potent memory to write of, seeing Coil last september for Constant Shallowness... at the rfh, very powerful, would have been so even without the pick me up, the cd of the same, not often i will listen all the way through, and time machines is the one cd i've taken off when blasted