first words

contemplating first words, always the struggle for something worthwhile to record, incidental details today. listened to radio, read two broadsheet newspapers, watched a documentary on Gilbert & George, a film were the central character is a electro-acoustic musician, finished a sound piece based on test tones.contemplating the state of abjection and self loathing i've been subjecting myself to, you always punish yourself the hardest, its uncalled for, you've wronged, but people will forgive . as an indication i listened to pita, scala, that said words never tell the truth, so end